Jun
20
2010

sarah flanigan

My life changed
when you left
in ways small and
subtle
Parts of me left
the best parts,
I fear…
Since then
I’ve stood on wobbly legs
for you were my rock
Bottled up doubts
for you were my confessor
Led with my fears
for you were my champion
I’m still confused
not quite sure
you’re really gone
My heart wants to believe
but my head won’t let it
It’s the saddest
day of the year
when I celebrat
your absense
(with tears and solitude)
I guess I’ll never
stop missing you
but that’s okay
because I don’t want to
Wherever you are
whatever you are doing
Be happy
Laugh a lot
and if you don’t mind…
think of me once in a while
copyright 2010
Tags: dad, father's day
Jun
20
2009

sarah flanigan

When I walk through the stores and see the cards
my heart bends
a little
my smile fades
tears fight to free themselves
but I keep them captive
Pancake breakfasts
and prime tickets to sports events
bad neck ties
awful gadgets that have no use
hokey hats
bought in the millions
to honor them all.
Fathers.
No gift shop
for where you are
where I think you are
just words from my heart
to yours
just memories
fond memories
flashes of moments freeze-framed
and eternal
copyright 2009
Tags: father's day, Love, my heart, original poetry
Jun
15
2008

sarah flanigan

Dear Dad,
Still here, missing you.
How are things
going up there?
I wonder sometimes,
what it’s like where you are.
Do they have boats
in the harbour that you
can watch and dream upon?
A nice, warm place
for you to nap in?
Baseball? Camel cigarettes
and black coffee?
Bowling and Budweiser?
Perhaps a camera shop -
what do you think
of those new-fangled
digital numbers?
And Photoshop?
Are you playing Johnny Cash
on your iPod?
I’m still here, missing you
growing tomatoes,
reveling in summer days
looking forward to the
4th of July
watching the moon and
asking it to send you
my love.
copyright 2008
Tags: dad, father's day, Poetry